I worry about being a parent. A good parent. The right parent for this little guy. I worry endlessly about being a working mom. I worry about not wanting to be a working mom. I worry even more about wanting to go back to work. I am a planner. I like to know what’s next. Google Calendar is my crack. I can’t live without it.

It actually blows my mind trying to think about what my life will even look like after this coming April. It’s like trying to figure out the universe. I need Stephen Hawking here ASAP.

Rant done.